The Great Pond

you, your friends, your dime a dozen miseries

It looks like you have a lot on your mind and perhaps a little home sick

Procrastination!!! My favorite.

So I know a lot of people think horoscopes/astrology in general is bogus. Sometimes they are just so freakishly accurate it’s scary. Like this week. I feel so blind-sighted admitting to my belief in astrology, haha so maybe I am not a true believer. I am skeptical, but leaning more towards true and not false.

A portion of my dream last night involved me in a house. A house I have never seen before. The layout didn’t even look similar to a house I have ever been in. It’s weird how your mind can manipulate different things and form something totally new. Did you know after 20 minutes of seeing something, you lose lots of information and then fill it in with your own thoughts or stereotypes? That is why eye witnesses are not reliable. At allllll.

I’ve never considered myself a day-dreamer until recently. I find myself getting lost in thought, but the line between what is real and what is fantasy is never blurry. So I’m not too crazy.

But I am crazy.

I spoke to my dad yesterday and he was disappointed I was not going to be gracing him with my presence this weekend. If only I could be two places at once. I am considering forcing myself and Felicia into going home tomorrow just for the sake of going home, but I guess spring break is just too close and I should suck it up. I miss the comfort. I can’t seem to form a comfortable feeling with the apartment. There’s definitely a level of freedom I feel here, but it’s its own seperate thing. I miss my friends. Lunch/Dinner with Polley and just chilling, watching movies with Richie. Random ass shows, and starbucks trips. Park days or nights to run so I can collect my thoughts. Waking up in the morning to the smell of coffee. Going to sleep knowing I will see my parents in the morning when I walk out of my room. So much more.

I have a 4 mile run and a notecard I should be tending to now.